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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
2:35 AM

i`m tagged by will: "Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!"

here goes...

1 - my little finger on my right hand has only one active joint instead of 2 and the middle finger on the same hand had its bone deformed (ok, sounds rather bad) during a captain ball`s game when i was in secondary 4.

2 - i can only light a stove with my left hand.

3 - if it`s a bad hair day, it will mean a bad mood day for me as well. so beware if i complain of bad hair.

4 - i still keep smses as long as few years back in my hp. (i`m sentimental ok!)

5 - when i don`t look at you, i`m actually still observing you! (i`m a player in this field, so don`t test me! i`m not always that blur mind you!)

6 - i really bite my new shoes before i wear them. LOL!

7 - i played truant by myself at the age of 5! (and i still remember the whole scenario!)

8 - i often daydream about my perfect future wedding day and honeymoon --- in europe. (but my groom`s face always seems so blur! if not it`ll be so romantic!)

9 - i still remember the date my first period hit me!

10 - i lie to you when i don`t intend to tell you the truth, all on purpose!! (isn`t it always the case? and it`s beacause i can`t think of anything i can jot down here.)

ok i`m not going to pick names to do this. just do it when u are in the mood. go ahead!

some updates...
i`m home from my "little holidays" at pasir ris. i`m still lack of good rest but blogging seems to life its fingers on me. simply enough, i was tempted to blabber in this cosy corner where i can seek solace. it`s been a while since i`d started to blog in chinese. chinese is a easier language to carry my thoughts across to my reader-pals. however when it comes to being noisy about fun, it turns otherwise.

i`d just got addicted to something new. you may want to comment on my outdated-ness and tell me hell loads about me being so slow! but yes, i`d just learnt how to really play mahjong. still learning the slow and the steady way. thanks for the mahjong peeps who tolerated my nonsenses during the sessions. as a noob, playing with wick kor, xinni, zhutou, kangming and kianleong was enjoyable. you must be wondering how come there are more than four in a game. that was because we took turns to play 3 games in 2 nights. and yes the whole night until my bones ached, my butt hurt and my joint areas blue-black. conclusion: i lost money!

the moment i reached home, i slept my way through till i overslept for tuition! call me bumbum this time but i was dead weary.

then yesterday was with jason, zhutou and jo at the white tangerine cafe. i`m down on luck. i can even go bankrupt on monopoly. but the fun and company was the one that counted!

and now what? i`m going to glue my eyes on those 换换爱videos.
at least i updated right?
i`m contented with no pictures in this post cos aunty ele is lazy and she admits!
nights all.

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:35 AM


Tuesday, July 24, 2007
1:21 AM

我真是个糊涂虫,
又弄错东西了...
明天还得打个电话去澄清.
真是糟糕!

嗨...
心情还是黑色的...
又或者是蓝色,
还是灰色的.
那忐忑不安的感觉不像是错觉.
是女人的第六感吧.
我走的路,
不平坦,
很歪曲,
很寂寞,
很抗拒,
帶点恐怇.
不是每个人都会了解的.

我很想轰轰烈烈,
疯狂地玩一场,
让自己能快快乐乐地面对接下來的曲折.
这算是乐观或者悲观呢?

像uncle alice说的,
走一步看一步吧.
別以为我不会虛心请教比自己还小几年的朋友哦!
有的时候他们的想法比一般成年的人还成熟呢!
记得哦,
虛心也是美德! =)

时候不早了,
我要早睡!!
晚安哦!!!

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:21 AM


Friday, July 20, 2007
10:58 PM

看到一些tagboard上的流言和手机里的sms了.
很感激那些有心的朋友对我的关心.
虽说沒事了,
但心里还存在一丝那不好受的滋味.

今天和uncle alice和janice到tampines逛了一会ㄦ,
目的是要替uncle alice挑领帶和一件适合他的衬衫.
兜了几圈,
废了一点点的功夫,
终于大功告成!!!
挺有滿足感的唷!

明天会和daniel吃午餐吧.
那傢伙要讨我们上星期的合照.
哈哈...
明天他最好逗我笑,
不然又是另一个阴天了哦...

正在期待260707和270707的到來.
我一定要玩的开心,
还有禁止喝酒!!!

今天有个目標,
那就是...
要早点睡!!!
大家晚安!!!

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 10:58 PM


Thursday, July 19, 2007
12:17 AM

我沒表示并不代表我真的无所谓;
我沒说并不代表我沒意见;
我笑并不代表我快乐;
我冷漠并不代表我不关心;
我忙的时候并不代表我沒在想;
我不留意时并不代表我不注意;
我沒理会并不代表我不在乎.

但... 我的泪流下來时就代表我真的受伤了.
对现在较少流泪的我而言,
痛到不行,
才允准自己哭.

那晚的事我沒向几个人提起.
我不想说,
因为怕出丑,
怕人担心.
我想我还是少喝酒为妙,
在开心的场合也不能喝多.

我怎么能让自己难过呢?
太对不起自己了吧!!!

这一切的一切,
我...
还能掩饰多久?
我也想偶尔有人疼,
但是我离幸福还有一段遙远的距离吧...

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:17 AM


Monday, July 16, 2007
2:55 PM

终于和JL和LC见面了哦.
一起吃brunch,
又一起到处溜,
之后有一起吃晚餐.
JL帶了一些我们小学时期的照片.
看见自己当初的模样,
真是快笑暴了!
我对小时候的印相还相当深.
很多事我都记得挺清楚的唷!
哈哈...
我们还拍了不少的照片,
有些还在LC那ㄦ.
都好久沒在一起照相,
当然不会错过啦!

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YF, JL and LC.

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ladies in black tops.

约好了下一次出來吃buffet,
一定要守约哦!
=D

过后接到winnie的电话,
问我要不要去唱K,
和KM和KW.
但最候只有我和那兩位仁兄.
不过呢...
大家都很ENJOY!!!
KM唱歌真的是无话可说的棒.
KW也不赖哦!
他们很好玩的.
你唱完歌他们还会clap哦...
我真的很喜欢唱K.
和谁去都ok的.
=)

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K-sters ; 2am in the morning!


我的換换爱呢???

"要等待梦的成真还是要去追呢?"

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:55 PM


Sunday, July 15, 2007
1:08 AM

昨夜才睡了兩个多小时,
因为和那帮认识了十六年的好朋友和妹妹去吃宵夜,
然后兜风去!
结果一闹就闹到快天亮.
挺快乐的...

今天一早就去替小孩補习.
之后就赶回家换衣,
然后又匆匆忙忙地赶去找Daniel.
他有东西搁在我这ㄦ,
所以必須物归原主.
他正巧book out,
所以就趁这个机会和他照张相.
麻烦的他还要我为他instant print那张最好看的,
真是爱美唷!

过了不到半小时,
我又急忙地去和乐会合,
然后再到Amk找大哥和其他人,
去看harry potter!
这集还好啦,
沒有很大的失望,
因为希望也沒放得很大.
嘻嘻...
看完了还吃了些茶点.
那ㄦ的服务态度十分差,
但我们也不很以为然,
还再那ㄦ东拍拍西拍拍的!
哈哈!

傍晚时分,
我,大哥和Hazel就到Clarke Quay和另一帮人会合,
替霓和大哥庆祝生日.
寿星公和寿星婆请客哦!
看他们滿心欢喜的,
也感到快乐.
可能不太适合喝酒吧.
喝了一些些就似乎影响了情绪.
有些事情也就早点离开了,
有点不好意思.
让你们瞧瞧一些照片吧...

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YF` and daniel. we both like this picture alot!

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i can hear harry`s heartbeat!

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we were spell-wand-bounded.

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"Expecto Patrono!" ---> if you don`t stop bullying me.

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the collage me and xinni made for kor.
thinks he likes it. =) yeah!

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smiley-kor with our masterpiece. =)

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the fireworks i happened to see at clarke quay.
whenever i see fireworks, my memories come back.

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clique`ed.

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the birthday girl and boy. they share the same birthday in different countries. 120786.

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:08 AM


Thursday, July 12, 2007
10:54 PM

流了一身汗, 洗完澡后的感觉很舒服.
刚才和那兄妹倆玩得不亦乐乎.
原來uncle alice也有同手同脚的时候.
也很少看见uncle alice玩得那么开心!
哈哈被捉到了!

刚才在他们家替janice溫习功课后,
Mr Chan播放了陈绮贞的concert dvd.
演唱时露出小酒窝的她拿着吉他,酷酷的.
好遗憾自己沒有办法学会吉他的玩法.
遗憾的事情也还有许多.
但不提也罢吧.
哈哈!
听歌时脑海里不知怎么乱七八糟的.

下午和wq吃午餐,
聊了些零零碎碎的事,
和一些小心事吧.
兩个星期后再见了,兄弟.

已经有一段日子都在当失眠的受害者.
还记得自己一路是怎么熬过來的.
我生性还蛮会记仇的,
但却也很懂得感恩.
所以很感谢曾在路上推我一把的人.
伤害我的人,
我也得感激喔!
你们让我坚強了好多好多!

今天过得还算愉快的.
就不知道明天会怎样呢?

谁能给偶尔少了勇气的我,多点勇气替我加油呢?

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 10:54 PM


12:01 AM

有些歌真是越听越有味道,
越來越喜欢了.
喜欢那旋律,
喜欢那渐渐熟悉的歌声,
喜欢那唱法,
喜欢那歌词,
就喜欢那种喜欢.
我的喜欢,
很难去改变,
就像习惯般,
就认为沒有必要去改.
換句话说,
我的喜欢很执著吧.

差点ㄦ忘了,
今天是大哥和霓的生日,
所以呢,
生日快乐哦!
恭喜你们成年了!!!
老了老了!
哈哈!!!
再多4个月就轮到我了.
我还五十步笑百步...
嘻嘻...


"... ... 站在屋顶只对风说不想被左右." --- 此刻的心情正是如此.

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:01 AM


Wednesday, July 11, 2007
1:26 AM

终于和几个小学同学联系上了.
约好这个星期天见面.
好期待哦...
緣分这种东西实在难说地,
还以为遇不上的始终还是让我们再次相遇,
虽然隔了这么久的一段时间.
有的时候靠的却只是 "the effort element".
我想: 世上无难事, 只怕有心人吧. =)
好眷念啊,
太多回忆了吧!

在msn聊了一会ㄦ,
发觉她们还是沒什么变化.
但是见到她们时,
应该就知道了吧.
或许她们也认为我沒变,
但事实上,
昨日的我和今日的我,
已不同了吧?
有成长一些些吧?
其实也很难橫量啦..

最近的心情似乎挺好的,
虽然偶尔有些复杂的情绪在心里交叉.
有些事情的答案好难找.
有些事不容易解释.
有些事也不容易解決.
有时真的好想找个人依靠.
耶...
不一定要是男朋友哦!
要澄清一下,
要不然又有人要催我交男朋友了.
哈哈!

星期五和周末会挺忙的,
但应该会忙得很愉快吧.
霓和大哥的生日快到了.
霓知道我们准备什么了.
至于大哥,
希望他不会嫌弃.
有一些倞喜应该会不错吧.
我们都喜欢嘛,
对吗?

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:26 AM


Tuesday, July 10, 2007
2:39 AM

近來有好几个朋友都误会我有男朋友了,
可是就沒有啊.
要不然就是催我交一个,
真是伤脑筋.
哈哈...
这些事还是交给月老爷爷吧,
让緣分來決定.

shall blog the next part in english. =)

this afternoon i was woken up by 6 smses. but the one which really made me woke up was mr daniel`s one. haha! i caught him in act!!! and he instantly called me to clear up things. lol! daniel, please don`t let me catch you again! haha!

was out this evening to meet wick kor and del. postponed my tuition today just to compromise the 2 busy men. had dinner at peace centre`s juju hokkaido hot pot. a different style of fine steamboat dining. good customer service and fresh ingredients. and of course super not cheap! kor`s treat though. both me and del appreciated that to the extent kor asked, "what`s wrong with you 2? so much of those formalities!" told him that was my habit because i would like the person to feel appreciated. =) and he was laughing away on msn when we reached home. off to fetch dasao after the heavy dinner. finally there was a chance to meet her personally. she is very friendly and easy to chat to. decided on bowling at marina square. 2 games per person. on del`s bill this time. the 3 of us wanted to pay him back but he insisted a NO. anyways bowling today was fun regardless of the many gutter balls. but del taught me his way of playing and it seemed to be working a little. =) we did not head home straight after. supper time! kor drove us to chinatown`s famous tian ji porridge house. 4 of us shared a pot. drinks on me. porridge on kor again. kind of guilty that i only paid for drinks. next time round i must initiate a better treat! set off to way home after filling our stomachs. del took over the steering wheel halfway before he reached home. he got his license last week and kor allowed him to test drive. kind of comfy, no bumps. congrats del! by the way, i really enjoyed myself. ok, here are some pictures to end this post. have`nt been posting pictures up recently. ^_^

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wick.me.del

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kor and me. --- taken by del`s k810i.

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wick and del.

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ok stupid act again. what`s wrong with me?

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the cute couple. --- dasao`s 1st appearance in my blog.

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this was taken last week after watching transformers. did`nt post it up then so i just post it now. =)

and yes i`m kind of addicted to some of the songs mr chan sent me. my sister complained i kept playing the same few songs when she walked past my room.
ok, i`m getting sleepy, finally.
off to bed.

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:39 AM


Monday, July 09, 2007
1:49 AM

有时候觉得自己好像变聪明一些些了,
又在有的时候觉得自己还是有点笨笨的.
说起來其实还真的有点矛盾.
但是我知道只有做自己才是最舒服的.
经历了些许的磨练,
本小姐坚強了挺多的.
也许是习惯成自然吧!
我尽量不会去想太多,
偶尔也会多哄哄自己,
做些能让我快乐的小小事情.
虽说如此,
但现在的我,
心里却憋了好些秘密,
负担也还是会有,
又是挺矛盾的.
千言万语想和一些人坦白,
我始終还是选择了沉默.
因为有太多因为了.

和大家分享一首歌吧...
換換爱的插曲, 可能沒什麼特別意思, 只是觉得好听. =)

缺氧-杨丞琳

春天慢慢一点点发芽
快乐开始都有了想像
旋转木马前那个广场
爱情开始滋长

想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的症状
不知不觉又缺氧

无法移动的梦想
就算没有人鼓掌
我也不会受伤
不会稀释的信仰
心穿越砖墙
在你的身旁

想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的症状
胸口微微得发烫
不知不觉又缺氧



睏了, 再说吧...

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:49 AM


Friday, July 06, 2007
12:04 AM

80%完美的日子

我捕捉精采的画面
可是一闭上眼颜色就褪掉了
我穿上最舒适的t shirt
可是一脱下来身体都僵硬了
我选择我最想要的
可是一个人呢
反而笑开了
我丢弃对我最好的
可是一关上灯全部都回来了
直到有一天
我彻底昏睡了
我太累了
我放开了
直到有一天
我失去了
太矛盾了
太狼狈了
眼泪掉下来了


another song with meaningful lyrics by Cheer Chen. if you listen it at the perfect time with the perfect mood, you`ll understand it. do you and have you?

ok, die hard 4.0 was pretty nice, though most of the times i could not make out the technical terms they used. but the story plot was acceptable. bruce willis is cool. i`d finally booked the tickets of hot favourite harry potter an hour ago. i`m happy. =)
this sunday`ll be going to k yet again, but with le. monday booked as well and was ordered by wick kor to push away all appointments and tuition. finally meeting up --- 3 together (del, wick and me) after so many "aeroplanes" flew by. they better don`t 'shuang yue' again because my schedule is super tight now!
huan huan ai episode 6 will be out this sunday. i wanna catch it like NOW but i still have to wait. so shir, let`s wait together patiently! =)
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"what kind of girl am i???" --- somebody asked. what do you think?

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:04 AM


Wednesday, July 04, 2007
12:02 AM

the meet-ups-week(ends) was swiftly over. something like that once in a while lifts my mood great deal lots, though too many in a row can tie me down! meeting up with friends i have`nt seen in weeks or months is a super nice feeling. lovely long chats and noisy chuckles over those silly happenings over tea especially, was heaven in my world. ktv was extremely fine too. so long as no long walks down the town with the buzzing crowds under the super intolerating hot hot weather. all seems fine.

approximately 2 more months before i embark on my new schooling journey. i`ve got tonnes of things that i`ve yet to settle. i calm my nerves and often discourages myself from leading the old life of being a worry-wart. it shall be one steady step at a time. =) in the meantime, i`ll still earn the money i can and enjoy my life to the fullest! and i`d just been asked to catch a movie tomorrow. great. die hard 4.0 tomorrow night with twin it shall be. hopefully no disappointment for this movie. let`s see whether it can break the "6 stars out of 5" rating for transformers! and i just did some checking out on the sale of harry potter`s tickets. they were darn HOT! selling super fast. that`s why i initiated a call-out to my dearests who are on together for potter to confirm their attendances for next saturday (for qicai, we don`t mind not catching the sneaks and the firsts). i`m gonna book tickets and compete with the rest of the typical kia-su singaporeans at home, couching in front of their pcs and ready with their wonder cards for the booking. call me aunty if you want for i`m already aunty to many, so with or without you calling me that does`nt create an impact on me emotionally. LOL! anyways, speaking of movies, it`d been so long since we both last catch a movie together. if miracles do happen, i`ll pray thankfully in silence. but i doubt that`ll be a breeze, espcially after the changes set in. but thank god, we are at least still... i somehow can`t find the suitable words to place in.

just got my pig sis her new phone as her birthday present with mom. i`m so generous you may think. lols. and she`s nice today. said she`ll help me with my desktop stuff and even sent an sms to attempt winning a lappy, saying it`s for me if she wins it. but i doubt she`ll remember what she said tomorrow, let alone winning it. haha!

and the nuisance who kept calling me in the middle of the night, you`ll get it if you disturb aunty ele again! cos i`d made a police report against you! watch out. let`s see who`s the one spying who! thanks to people who gave me their opinion on this matter.

oh yes another thing. was considering a get-together-casual-nothing-better-to-do-chalet. shall put my words into action fast. anyways, it`s always me and winnie who are the main co-ordinators and organisers for our clique`s special occasions and outings. seriously, that does give me a small sense of achievement when i see my dearests having a nice time together. ok back to the chalet. i hope my ladies and gentlemen can show yanfang here some 'face' by attending. or shall me and winnie be unreasonable for once and make this compulsory? can`t get used to yanfang being a devil? you`ll get used to it soon i guess. *chuckles*

lights out anytime. =)

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:02 AM